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Daniela

”Iran, Mission Accomplished. The Cry for Freedom.”

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“You go,” said the Iranian immigration officer after stamping my passport.

I was relieved. I was a step closer to making it out of Iran safe and sound… Iran is not a dangerous country; crime is minimal. It is safe to travel around even as a solo female, but there had been something that had bugged me throughout my trip.

I was there for vacation, but I wasn’t just another traveler. I was a writer and a former journalist, and I wandered around Iran freely without a government minder – something the Iranian authorities would not have allowed me to do if they had known about my journalistic background.

A couple of locals I spent time with asked me if I would sell the photos to a publication or if I would write a story about Iran – and one even suggested that I should become a journalist! I denied any interest in, or connection with, journalism, but my safety was paramount.

As nice as the people I met in the road were, I didn’t know much about them, as they didn’t know much about me. I couldn’t risk it. If the authorities found out that I was a journalist – even if I wasn’t representing a news organization – I could have been in serious trouble. Although Iran looked like any other country on the surface, the country is still ruled by Islamic law.

For those eleven days across Iran, I had that concern – that I could be caught – yet I felt that seeing for myself what’s truly going on in Iran was a worthwhile risk.

Despite my own concerns and the concerns of some friends, I didn’t have a problem with my camera or video camera and the authorities in Iran. Fortunately (and surprisingly) my encounters with the police and army officers were friendly. I was never bothered or intimidated by them. I had been more harassed in Tibet – and felt the tension and security presence more in the streets of Lhasa than in Iran!

So much has been said about Iran lately, I felt a deep need to go there. I don’t know why, but I have never liked to just be told about something or a place; I always prefer to get a first hand experience. And Iran turned out to be a big surprise. It was very different from what I imagined.

Iran is a complex place, probably the most complex I have ever visited.

As Kazem – my guide in Shiraz – stressed, “Iranians are not special, we are different.”

I learned throughout my trip that – with a rich history that stretches for thousands of years – Iranians are self-confident, proud of their culture and aware of the contribution of their ancient civilization to the world.

Although isolated from the international community due to economic sanctions (and the suspicion of its authorities about anything foreign), Iran has survived and become a very modern and industrial country with transportation, manufacturing and energy facilities like any other place in the world. I was impressed by the well-paved roads, four lane highways and impeccable bus service, as well as most products “Made in Iran”.

I was leaving Iran with a mix of sadness and hope for Iranians.

I was sad because I felt Iranians were judged unfairly as evil people and religious fanatics – I don’t doubt there are evil people and religious fundamentalists in Iran, but I seriously doubt that it is the majority.

I felt hopeful because the people I met – even those who supported the nuclear program and who opposed any foreign intervention – craved for change and freedom, and believed in a new and more democratic Iran even if repression has been used to crack down on the opposition. There are outspoken reformists, but there are also ultraconservative people in power who are opposed to any change and clearly dislike the US.

And all that is part of the complexity of this fascinating country. But what you learn about Iran after coming here is that there is more than one side to Iran.

I walked away from customs and breathed deeply.

I looked for the gate and realized that the departure lounge of the International Khomeini Airport had a Segafredo cafe, a Coffee Bean, free coffee nets (internet cafes) and even a Gucci Store. I hadn’t noticed on my arrival in Tehran how modern this terminal was.

The only problem? It was hot! Or at least I felt it was really hot.

I walked to the toilet where I took my oversized coat and my scarf off. I was sweating. I put some cold water on my neck and face.

A young girl wearing an Adidas jacket came inside for some “cooling” as well.

“It is so hot, isn’t it?” she said.

Her name was Porcha. She was 23 years old. She was Iranian but was born and raised in Canada. She had been in Iran for eight months and she said living in Iran was “really hard.” She – just as I had – felt suffocated with the scarf.

“The lady at the counter just made a big drama. She wanted me to fix the scarf and cover my hair more. She also wanted me to put on a looser jacket,” said Porcha. “And I couldn’t even confront her because she would have done anything to cause me trouble and make me miss my flight,” she was annoyed.

Porcha said her boyfriend lived in Tehran and that the long distance relationship was frustrating. To top that, the cultural differences (including the ban on unmarried sex) made it even harder.

“I hope that when he graduates, we marry and he can come to Canada. I could not live here. But his mom is a bitch. She doesn’t want him to marry ever,” Porcha told me.

I was tempted to ask her about the “mut’ah” or temporary marriage. Some people consider it “legalized prostitution,” but it consists of a normal marriage that is limited for a short time or even days.

I didn’t ask Porcha as I didn’t want to offend her. I wonder for how long she could maintain such a relationship and if cultural differences wouldn’t come in between her and her boyfriend.

“We will be free of these things (the scarves) very soon,” Porcha smiled.

We said “bye” and I walked to the gate. It was time to board.

Usually when I travel, I want to continue to be on the road. But on this particular trip, I was eager to go back home. I had an extraordinary enlightening experience in Iran, but I also missed the liberties of home: the freedom to say what I want, to say who I am (or was), to dress how I want and to be who I want.

I was eager to get into that KLM plane.

As soon as I stepped inside the aircraft and the blond stewardesses welcomed me onto the flight, I took off my scarf, touched my hair and shook it. I may have looked like a mad woman to a few passengers, but at that precise moment I was recovering my freedom, and I was savoring it. I had felt like someone else under that scarf. Now I was back to being me! It was incredible how such a little thing (wearing the scarf) could make me feel so different.

The aircraft was full and ready to go. Most women took off their scarves and chadors, but a few kept their scarves on even after departure.

I wondered why they wouldn’t take it off now that they had the option… it was clear to me that for some women, wearing the hijab was totally normal and as comfortable to them as it was uncomfortable and alien to me.

As I landed in the United States and enjoyed the safety of being home, news broke again from Iran. A bomb had killed a senior physics professor in Tehran, and the Iranian government accused the US and Israel of the attack. Washington denied any involvement in this attack.

The distrust between Iran and the West seems to have no end, and events like these only increase the tension and uncertainty in a country going through deep political and social changes. Add to that, the pressures of the international community on Iran due to its nuclear program could bring the Islamic Republic to the brink of war.

This trip also showed me a different perspective – the Iranian side – to this controversial issue. Although the West fears Iran for its rich uranium plants, Iran looks at it in a very different way. From conversations I had with locals – even those who reject the current administration and the Islamic revolutionaries – it seems that Iranians feel disrespected by being told what to do by foreign countries – especially a young nation like the United States, considering that Iran is one of the oldest nations in the world. But not only that, India and Pakistan have nuclear arsenals, and so does its enemy Israel, and the United States which has military presence in both bordering countries: Afghanistan and Iraq.

After visiting in Iran and getting to know its people, I can only wish a peaceful solution is found to this world crisis.

Its resources and its strategic location make Iran a better potential alley (than an enemy) to bring stabilization in the region and – even with its internal challenges – it could be a role model of modernization for its neighboring countries.

At least at this point, I can only wish… wish for peace, and freedom… a freedom or a political system that should not be imposed by the West, but determined by the Iranians themselves.

As Kazem said “we know Iran is sick, but we will be our own doctors. No one needs to come here to cure us. We are strong. Our language and culture have survived invasions. And we have gotten rid of invaders throughout the centuries; we can fix this ourselves.”

I hope Kazem is right.

After four flights and over 25 hours on airplanes, I made it back to Miami.

I arrived home, checked my emails and found a message from Farima, the 25-year-old girl from the travel agency in Shiraz who helped me arrange my visa to go to Iran.

“Be happy to return back to home. The most important in life is to be free!” I read those lines and got watery eyes.

She has no idea how happy I am to live in the United States, and how much my experience in Iran made me have a deeper appreciation of those freedoms we, in this country, take for granted.

I shed tears of happiness, and also of sadness, just hoping that those friends I left behind in Iran like Farima – and those many Iranians who are eager for true democracy and freedom – can one day (hopefully very soon) enjoy the same liberties and rights we do in this part of the world.

Inshallah!

Last Hours in Iran. A Proud Father or a Pimp?

“This is Abbas!” a man said over the phone.

I was surprised to hear the phone of my hotel rang. Who could call me at 9pm?

I didn’t speak for a few seconds. Then I realized it was Kazem, the guide from the travel agency who took me to Persepolis the day before. He likes to be called Abas.

“Did you already forget about me?” he said.

“Of course not!” I said.

Kazem wanted to know if I had visited all the sites he had recommended me to visit, and if I was OK.

“Wow, you went to the mausoleum,” he seemed impressed that me- a non Muslim- had managed to get in.

“It seemed the girls at the entrance were debating if they should allow me in or not,” I pointed out to Kazem.

“You wore the chador. It was OK,” he said. “Do you have any questions about the places you saw today?” he added.

Even before I could ask anything, he mentioned a few historic facts and details about the sights I visited without him.

“The only thing you didn’t explain to me was how Iran became Shiite Muslims,” I said to him.

“Oh! That gives me an excuse to come to see you tomorrow. What are you doing in the morning?” he asked.

“I am having tea at 8am with an Iranian American friend, but should be back to the hotel at 9:30am,” I replied.

“Where are you having tea?” he asked.

“I think we will try the Vakil Hamman, a traditional tea house in the bazaar recommended by the travel guide,” I said.

“I don’t recommend it. It is not hygienic. I don’t want you to get sick!” he said in a fatherly way, but he knew deep down that his “Venezuelan” daughter would do as she wished. “I will take you to the airport. Is 10:30 a.m. OK?” asked Kazem.

“Perfect! I see you at the lobby at 10:30am,” I said.

I went to bed thinking of how much I have seen and learned in the past ten days, but also dreaming of home…

“Miss, man waiting for you, down,” said the waiter while I was having breakfast at the dining room. Again, I was the only female guest surrounded by male Iranian guests.

“Thank you,” I said, coming down to the stairs.

Reza, the American-Iranian, sat on the couch of the reception, reading the newspaper.

“Hi, anything interesting?” I asked him in reference to the news.

“How are you?” he said. He either didn’t listen to what I said or ignore my question.

The tea house of the bazaar was closed so we walked to another shop near the Citadel.

He asked me what has impressed me more about Iran.

I told him the Islamic architecture.

“I also have to confess you that I am fascinated by Iranian fashion, especially male fashion,” I told him.

“How come?” he seemed intrigued by my random fascination.

“Well, I don’t think I have been in a place where men like to wear such tight pants!” I said.

Reza started laughing out loud.

“Really?” he kept on laughing and people around us stared at us.

“I am serious! You will see,” I laughed too!

“Iranians are not used to see people laughing out loud. They don’t know why we laugh, but let’s give them something to talk about,” he said, still laughing.

We stopped at a small shop that also served tea.

“I brought you some sweet lemon so you can try it,” he peeled the lemon carefully and gave me some to try. It was indeed pure sweet.

I asked Reza about Iran’s politics. He lived here during the Shah days, and he travels to Iran often. I thought he would have an opinion. Iran is a young nation and with the recent events, if he thought dramatic changes toward freedom could materialize soon.

“I am not a scholar, so whatever I said it is not important. I don’t know because I don’t live here, but I hope so. People want freedom. A professor of the university could answer you that question better,” said Reza politely.

I wondered if he truly didn’t have an opinion or if he didn’t want to say say.

I don’t longer live in Venezuela, and I am not a scholar of Venezuelan politics, yet I have my opinions about it.

We went back to the streets, looking for the “tight pants”.

“You see,” I pointed out at a young man with tight pants that were so tight that made him walk funny.

“Oh my God, you are right! I didn’t realize that!” he said. “You see, Iranians care a lot about their appearances. Some people have said to me that I look like a peasant because I wear baggy clothes, not fashionable. I live in America, so I don’t care really,” he said. “Iranians admire America for its technology, but in terms of fashion, they look up to Europeans,” he explained.

We walked back to the hotel, noticing more young men on their way to work walking with confidence in their tight pants.

“It was nice to meet you Daniela. We will be in touch,” said Reza. He gave me a quick hug. We were inside the hotel and no one was watching. It was OK.

I rushed to the room, packed my backpack, checked out and sat in the reception area of the lobby. Kazem would arrive at any moment.

“Good morning! Here you are!” said Kazem.

We shook hands. He sat with me.

“I am sorry, I am out of breath. Parking is impossible in front of the hotel. I parked far away, and walked fast because I knew you were waiting for me. My heart is pounding. It is not good,” he said.

“You didn’t have to rush Kazem,” I said to him.

He had a bypass. After his heart operation, he wasn’t able to fly anymore. He missed his days as a pilot. He had showed me at his home some photos of him in uniform with US military planes in Texas, where he received training.

“I used to smoke a lot,” he said.

We talked more about Iranian history, and the places I visited on my own.

“What’s your boyfriend’s name?” he asked.

“Brian,” I replied.

“He is very lucky. You are a very independent girl. Very curious. I noticed you want to learn. I have had other tourists, but you really listen. I always spend a week or several days with tourists. I only spend one day with you, but you are special. I won’t forget you,” he put his right hand in his heart. He seemed sad about my departure.

“I wish you happiness, I see you will have a good future Maria. You know I love the name Maria, right?” he said.

“Yes, I know. I also know you love the number seven and Persian,” I joked. I wanted to cheer him up.

“I love Iran so much. I don’t know what I would be if I weren’t Persian,” he said. “Please when you come back to Iran, don’t book a hotel. You can stay with Nasrim and me. You are friend. This is not ta’arof” Kazem smiled. “The taxi is here,” he said.

Kazem had said the night before he would drive me to the airport, but if he had asked for a taxi to take me to the terminal it was because he was not feeling well due to his heart issues. I appreciated it he had come to see me before leaving Iran.

We walked outside the hotel. Kazem opened the door of the taxi for me.

“Do you have Rials? The ride is 7$,” Kazem said.

“Yes, I have,” I replied.

He opened his wallet and gave the money to the driver.

“It is taken care. Don’t worry. Have a good flight and come back to Iran!” Kazem shook my hand again. “Please don’t forget to send the photos,” he added.

The taxi left.

On the ride to the airport, I thought of all what I have experienced and all the people I have met. I got nostalgic. I think of what I thought of Iran prior my trip, and what I thought of it now. Traveling is without any doubt the best source of education. It brings understanding and tolerance. I felt lucky to have the kind of nomad life I have with experiences that enrich my life in a way books or diplomas could never do it.

“Here Madam. Have a nice trip. Merci,” said the driver at our arrival at the domestic terminal of Shiraz airport.

“Merci,” I replied.

Not matter where you are from, Iranians often use the French word “Merci” to thank tourists.

I checked in with Iranian Air and passed through security. The female security.

“Stop,” said the woman checking the bags with X-Rays.

She took my bag and passed it again through X-Rays. She asked for my passport. She looked at it carefully, especially stared at my Mongolian visa. Then, she looked at the cover.

“Venezuela,” she said. “OK, go,” she seemed hesitant even if I didn’t have anything suspicious in my bag. I wondered if she had let me go if I had a US or British passport.

It was time to board the flight to Tehran.

I was on the line and the man in front of me turned and talked to me in Farsi. Realizing I was a foreigner, he tried to speak some English.

“You like Iran? Iranian food? You want juice?” the man asked and pointed at a “juice herbs bar”

“No, thank you,” I replied politely.

It didn’t matter. He rushed to the juice bar and brought me a glass of “herb juice”

“Really good, right?” he said.

I sipped and swallowed with difficulty the medicine tasting water.

“Good,” I lied and smiled. I didn’t want to be rude to the kind man.

It turned out we were seating next to each other on the plane. His name was Ali.

He made a phone call and passed the phone to me.

It was a girl with perfect English with British accent. It was her daughter. She said her dad didn’t speak much English but if I needed anything, she would be happy to help.

I gave the phone back to him. He kept on mentioning England, and “big house”. Those were the only words I understood and nodded. He started showing me some photos of his 16-years-old daughter. In the first photo, her daughter appeared with her big hair uncovered, very heavy black eyeliner and heavy mascara. Her lips were bright red. She wore fake blue contact lents. Her pose were very suggestive.

“She is very pretty,” I said to him. She indeed looked very pretty despite the drag queen make up.

He got all excited and showed me more photos, which were sexier and sexier. The girl was on bed wearing short pink shorts showing her black g-string. The photos got racier and racier with more skin, cleavage and underwear showing0. He seemed proud of her daughter’s photos. I was embarrassed. The 16-years-old looked as a prostitute! He said “Manchester” so I knew the photos were taken there. I wondered if that was truly his daughter or if he was a pimp. They were some other photos of sexy girls on the phone. Maybe the big house he talked about in England was a brothel? I didn’t dare to ask. I was afraid I was going to see a naked picture of the girl at any moment! Finally he finished showing me all the photos.

He asked me if I was married or had a boyfriend. I rushed into my bag and turned on my cell. I showed Ali the photo of Brian as if someone Brian’s photo could protect me from a potential pimp.

I excused myself and pretended to fall asleep.

Less than two hours later, we were already landing in Tehran.

Ali insisted in helping me, but I was a bit suspicious of his intention so I politely tried to kept some distance, but he followed me to the taxi counter and then to the carousel.

I waited for my backpack . I noticed that a handsome Iranian guy -probably my age- looked discretely at me. He was about 6′ feet tall and fit. He had dark long flocks, almond eyes and fine features. I looked at him, smiled and looked down. He did the same. We couldn’t flirt. He dressed like a westerner, and was respectful. Other guy -if he had noticed I was staring at him- could have stare back at me. But he didn’t make a move. When my backpack came out, and I walked to grab it. He looked at me, smiled and asked me which one was mine to get it for me, but Ali pushed people and took my backpack first. I was disappointed at Ali’s extreme courtesy, as it had killed the only change that the handsome guy and I could talk, and I could figure out who he was.

I thanked Ali, and also thanked and smiled at the handsome guy in distance. He smiled back.

I walked out of the terminal with my taxi receipt and I was assigned a taxi woman. The Khomeini International Airport was almost an hour drive from the domestic airport. Wearing big sunglasses and white gloves, the woman taxi drove wildly in the highway, going over 120 kilometers per hour.

Despite her mad driving, I made it to the airport safely.

The airport looked so different today. When I arrived in Tehran ten days ago, it looked dark and scary. My first impression was probably filtered by my initials concerns about traveling to Iran. Now it looked like any other modern airport in the world…

My adventure is coming to an end. Soon I will be back home!

Going Under the Full Chador

Time has flown by. I have been in Iran for over a week, but it feels so much longer. With only one day left, I had plenty to see today in Shiraz. It was a cloudy and cold day. I had a little map drawn by Kazem of places I had to see before leaving the city. He told me to take a taxi to go to these places, but I decided to walk. I have always believed that walking is the best way to truly discover a place and get a full sense of it.

“Hi, how are you? Where are you from?” a man who looked Iranian but spoke English like an American asked me with a kind voice.

“I am from Venezuela,” I replied.

“I am Iranian, but I live in America. In Denver, Colorado,” he said.

“I live in Miami,” I responded.

“Oh, now I understand your good English. Nice to meet you, my name is Reza or Jacob as you prefer,” he extended his hand.

“You know we are not supposed to shake hands,” I told him. I could sense that we were in a more conservative part of the city -there were more women with black chadors and clerics on the streets. I saw some women staring at us with curiosity because he was an Iranian man talking to a solo female foreigner.

“Nowadays the handshake is OK. I asked when I arrived in Iran and it is accepted. More than that a handshake not of course,” he said. “How has been your experience in Iran so far?” he asked.

I told him about how different Iran was from what I imagined and how safe I felt. I also told him about meeting with young girls and how curious they were about my solo travels.

“Of course it is strange to them. Daniela, they cannot even travel from one city to another without the permission of their parents or husband. To check in a hotel, they even need permission!” he said.

That explained why I hadn’t seen one single woman guest at the hotels where I have been staying! I have been a solo female traveler and a solo female hotel guest for the past ten days…

“People are very nice here, but there are a lot of restrictions in Iran,” he said.

Reza was about 50-years-old. He was short with a slim frame. He wore jeans, a blue sweater and a winter hat, and carried a simple white cloth bag with him. He was a professor in a community college in Denver. He quit his job in the US to travel around the world and visit his family in Iran. He said he had met other few tourists and talked to them. He missed speaking English.

“Let me show you a religious college. It is fabulous,” he said.

Although he seemed like a very nice guy and he said he was an Iranian from the US, I tried to be cautious. I wondered if he had second motives.

We turned from the main street to an alley. A few steps away, there was the entrance of the Madraseh-ye Khan. With intricate coloured tile mosaics, the facade was impressive. Part of the top of the facade had some wooden work that looked damage, and still looked unbelievably beautiful. The wooden door was closed.

“It is fabulous, isn”t it?” Let’s see if the door opens,” Reza pushed and the door opened.

Inside, there was a large courtyard with orange trees and gardens. The buildings all around had delicate mosaics of soft colors with animal and floral motifs. There were many clerics in the courtyard. They wore long robes -some in black and others in brown- and rounded turbans. They were welcoming and smiled at us. In the middle of the courtyard, there was a local cameraman with a woman in black chador who seemed to be a reporter and a man in western clothes who seemed to be the interviewee. A cleric stood nearby smiling.

I asked Reza if he could ask them if I could take photos.

Reza asked politely.

“They said you can take as many photos as you want,” Reza said.

I took just two. I didn’t want to abuse their kindness. But they smiled and seemed fascinated by me as much as I was fascinated by them. This was the first local TV crew I had run into in Iran, and this was the first reporter I had met, and she was a woman!

“Let’s go upstairs so you can have a fabulous view,” Reza said. “It is a shame that the government doesn’t take care of this Daniela. We could make so much money from tourism, but they don’t care. Have you been in Spain? They make tons of money from tourism, but I strongly believe Iran so much more fabulous places than Spain!” he said.

We walked around the courtyard and run into some more smiling clerics. When we first entered the religious college and saw the clerics, I thought they were going to be annoyed by our presence, but it was totally the opposite.

“Where are you going now? I am going to mausoleum. It is a beautiful place. I think you need to wear the chador, but maybe you can borrow one somewhere,” said Reza.

“I think I am going to a different direction. Kazem, my Iranian host, strongly recommended me to visit these places,” I said.

We exchanged emails, and agreed to meet for tea in the morning before my flight back to Tehran.

I continued to walk on the main street. It was busy with shops and pedestrians. Some women and children clustered in front of traditional bakery trying to get some fresh bread. Men in turbans and robes walked with Korans in hand, probably on their way to the Madraseh-ye Khan.

I walked for over 20 minutes and stopped at a shop to make sure I was going in the right direction. The Zinat-ol Molk Mansion that Kazem had recommended was just a block away. I made a turn from the main street and found the entrance of a museum, but it was in reality a magnificent 13th-century mansion with a large courtyard, gardens and a large pool in the middle. Rooms with wooden doors and stained class of bright colors surrounded the courtyard. In the very end of the courtyard, there was a high facade with tile work of animal paintings and floral motifs. Inside, a room with elaborate mirror walls and ceiling dazzled. I only noticed a few Iranian tourists walking around.

Bagh-e Naranjestan -another place recommended by Kazem- was next to door to the Zinat-ol Molk Mansion. This walled 19th-century compound was empty. I was the only soul walking around its beautiful gardens with orange trees. Just as in the mansion, mosaics of full of colors decorated the surroundings buildings around the courtyard. With astounding mirrors of different colors and shapes covering the ceilings and the walls, the mail hall stood out in the distance. It looked as if it was a shining diamond room! Although the compound faced the main street, I couldn’t hear any noise. It was really quite and peaceful.

I was happy to have these beautiful places for myself, tourist-free.

I went back to the main street, looking for the Nasir-Ol-Molk Mosque-also recommended by Kazem.

It started to rain softly. I rushed the pace.

On the way I saw a sweet shop, and I stopped. Iran is not very suitable for vegetarians, and in the absence of vegetarian options, I have been indulging in Persian sweets with honey, pistachio, nuts and cream.

The man of the counter gave me the sweet. He didn’t speak English, but he seemed concerned about my cameras. Due to the language barrier, he grabbed a knife and pretended to be cutting the stripes that hold the cameras around my neck.

“Motos!” he said while he used the knife to show me how bags and cameras were stolen on the streets.

I placed my video camera inside my backpack and hid my camera under my backpack, which I placed in the front instead of my back.

“Good!” he smiled. I remembered Kazem had warmed me about men grabbing bags while riding motorcycles. Maybe the area I was walking around wasn’t only more traditional but also poorer. Yet, I haven’t still run into a beggar in Iran.

I feel safe in Iran. I haven’t worried about robbery or anything like that, but I didn’t want to take any risks, especially on my last day. I decided to watch out my surroundings better.

A few blocks away, I found the Nasir-Ol-Molk Mosque, probably the most exquisite mosque I have seen in Iran. I have been absolutely mesmerized by Islamic art in the past week! The facade of the mosque was delicate with its fine coloured tilings, but inside was even more spectacular with bright tiles, mosaics, carved pillars and a green pool where I could see the reflection of the intrincate iwan.

It started to rain a bit stronger. I walked faster along the main street, finding some cover in the shops that lined on the side of the road, many of those store sold fake “Dolce and Gabbana” jackets, tight jeans for men and fashionable jackets for women which were a contrast to some random mannequin wearing the full black chadors.

I have also noticed that Iranian men -especially the young- take as much care of their appearance as the women. They go out on the streets looking groomed with shaved faces, shiny hairs covered with gel and modern clothes. These young Iranian guys seemed to be very font of wearing VERY tight jeans and pants. I wonder if the clerics would raise their eyebrowns at these very tight male pants as much as they do to the “relaxed hijab” that Iranian women wear nowadays.

Walking on the streets I also run into a store that sold camouflage pants and jackets, but instead of having the identification of the Iranian Revolutionary Guards, it has the US flag and the word “Boston” print on it. In Isfahan I saw a driver wearing a hat with the flag and the word Boston. I wasn’t surprised to see the US flag, but wondered why the word “Boston” on it…

It kept on raining so I looked for some relief inside the Bazar-e Vakil. This old bazaar with vaulted brick ceilings was full of shops with Persian carpets. Before coming to Iran, I thought about buying one for my mom and one for myself. It had to be cheaper, or that’s what I thought. But a good Persian carpet could cost over 1,000$, even a small one! With my wallet closed for shopping, I let myself get lost in the winding lanes. Persian bazaars are different from others I have visited in Turkey or other countries in Middle East. In Iran, the shop keepers don’t pressure to buy anything. They don’t even invite you to come in (or maybe I looked as a poor tourist?) which made the experience of walking around the bazaar pressure-free and more enjoyable.

One of the lanes leaded me to the continuation of the bazzar but in an alley. The rain had stopped. I tried to find my way to the main street, while walking along narrow streets with mud brick houses with old inscriptions in Farsi written on the old walls.

At the main street, I caught a taxi to the famous Mausoleum of Shah-E Cheragh. This is an important pilgrimage site for Shiite Muslim because the the tomb of Sayyed Mir Ahmad, the brother of Iman Reza -descendant of the Muhammad and one of the Twelve Imams- rest in there.

I walked to the women’s entrance.

“Chador?” a young girl wearing a full black chador asked me with smile.

Noticing that I didn’t have one, she indicated me to follow her. I had to leave my backpack in the luggage counter because cameras were not allowed inside the shrine.

We walked then to another place with a small window. She grabbed a white chador with small blue flowers print and put it over me head and around me. For the first time since my arrival in Iran, I was under the full chador.

We walked back to the entrance.

“You Muslim?” another young girl in black chador at the entrance asked.

“No, I am Catholic and Buddhist,” I replied.

The girl that had walked with me to get the chador talked to “her colleague” in Farsi. I imagined they were debating if I could come in since I wasn’t a Muslim. They smiled and allowed me in.

I was glad I could enter. There was a huge courtyard with blue tile mosaics, golden minarets and blue slightly pointy domes with different shades of turquoise and floral motifs. I couldn’t get inside the shrine because I wasn’t a Muslim, but I glanced at it and noticed some mirrors dazzling.

I walked around with my white chador and looked at my shade on the ground. I looked like a phantom – a white one covered with small blue flowers!- walking around and tripping in almost every other step. To keep it in place, I had to hold the chador with both hands. Walking around stepping over the large manta and without any free hands was very uncomfortable.

After wearing the full chador, I would not complain of wearing the annoying (and sometimes suffocating) scarf!

I walked around and saw a few doors with written signs. One of them read “Public Relations”. The Mausoleum had a Public Relations office! I wondered what kind of Public Relations they did. Events? Ceremonies? Do they represent their clerics for media interviews? I was too curious and knocked the door, but it was closed. It was siesta time! Many of the doors around the complex had signs that read “Questions about religion.” Their doors were also closed, but I imagined those could be the equivalent of a confession room in a Catholic church.

I was afraid of falling down on the ground (due to the chador) and made a fool of myself, so I walked out of the beautiful Shah-E Cheragh and gave back the chador happily. It was a relief…

My journey through Iran is coming to an end and I only have just a few more hours to be full free of the hijab!